I have not posted an entry in over a month... today I felt called to post and as a friend told me yesterday when God calls you better answer LOL:)
Over the past month many changes have taken place in my life.... the most noticeable is probably the fact that I am bald. I chose to have Damola shave my head after my second treatment. Before doing so I had many people tell me to brace myself for the huge change that loosing my hair may cause."Just remember it will grow back" they would say. "Dont freak out...its just hair." I dont know how many people prayed for me to have peace with being bald but it must have been alot because I was laughing the whole time I was getting my head shaved and I actually liked it when it was all said and done.
I said all that to say this, through loosing my hair I have gained so much. Every morning I wake up knowing that I am a wife, a mom, and a child of GOD. I have duties to fullfill with all these titles hair or no hair LOL:) I dont have time to have cancer, to think about being boobless, or to worry about being bald.. God has never led me to step on the brake during this journey instead he has taught me to push the gas a little harder and witness to the people around me. He has showed me that everyone needs a reason to believe and I could be that reason for someone. If ever there is a doubt...be reminded that there is a deep beauty inside that only GOD can produce when you give your heart to him. LET YOU LIGHT SHINE!!!!!